For one moment in my life, its good to feel really fresh when you woke up every morning knowing that you had enough sleep, life is good, everything seems to went well, well im not talking about my project or assignment at least.
Its been the second day which i thought, "hey, why not do something different today? something which you could enjoy doing it all by yourself, not with family nor friends." In fact, theres one time you will feel like you are all alone, eventhough you know next to you theres a person. It just a feelings where suddenly all your thoughts were playing around, imagining what if life would be different few years back, what if i didnt do all the things i have done, would my life would be better or worst?.
Then i feels like, "hey, why do i always doing and being the the same way? what have my life become?", on a second thought, i do feels like my life is kinda hook on something, its like i need to do this 'thing' eventhough theres nothing i get by doing it, or even nothing wrong if i didnt do it. Why was that? was that what they call as feeling guilty to myself? Its not like im not being myself, or im trying to be others, its only me trying to be better, which i must say its hard and at the same time rewarding!. I should have known that for some reasons, being in a comfort zone is not always work out, i should have done something more risky in return of something far more greater.
What if, i give myself a fresh start?
Let see hows that work out,
Ciaossu~
Once, i heard a man said to me, "protocol sucks!", lets name him/her as A.
Hi there A~
Yup, we all pretty sure of that, what A means by that is actually not protocol, its actually rules or commonly known as law. There is no one single person that loves all existed law in the world, if he love one law, it doesnt mean he love another law, yet, the law that he hate, should always have another person who love that law. Simply said, People hate Law, and Law makes people Happy.
Ok,
Protocol doesnt directly related to law in any way. Its us people that relate protocol to law. Protocol was meant as etiquette, politesse or formalities. And to what i believe, these protocol was meant for a good deed. Protocol was meant to keep people contented and avoid any rude or such behavior, in one word it known as misconduct.
Lots of works are pending, and some are in progress. and i dont really get enough sleep....
i wont sleep late if there is no work to be done. but its already 3 days that i sleep very late. but still, its like works keep coming non-stop, some which really important, some are not. and to my surprise, i tend to do the less-important work rather than the must-complete works. for example, exactly what im doing right now, updating my blog.
i slept early was not because that i want to wake up early, but i just want enough sleep. and i hate sleep late because i tend to wake up in the middle of the day! which is hot, and make me sweat covered in blanket. and i would also got this tired-lazy-headache-sucks feeling when i woke up in the middle of the day.
Theory Definition
Theory in modern English is a concept which originally derives from classical Greek philosophy, for example that of Plato, and is derived from ancient Greek θεωρία theoria, which original meant "a looking at, viewing, beholding", but in philosophy specifically came to refer to contemplation or speculation, as opposed to action, including "practice" (Greek praxis, πραξις) actions done for their own sake, but also to poiêsis or technê, things done because instrumental to some other aim.[1] ("Theoria" is also a word still used in theological contexts.) - Wikipedia
By that, Theory is not something with solid rock proof that cant be denied on. And to my side of belief, theory was meant to be discussed and condemned about. Despite having lots of reading, theories was not created through reading, it was more or less were observation. Thinking and lots of thinking.
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I u guys didnt notice, my blog was literallly 'dead' for about two weeks!
and i just manage to get it up just now!
and why is that? well, tbh, my hosting was expired during my holiday trip to langkawi, i when i wan to update it with allllllll the picture i took during the trip, i noticed that i cant access it!
oh man, i really hate it when i suppose to blog, but i didnt,... it just not right to post something like old news or whatever.... like a quote ive heard somewhere "let the past, b the past..."
but anyway, i will update next post with the pictures and stories during my stay in langkawi!!
-takziah to ahmad-wre apict bel... ish3..
Ciaossu~
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Bought that just now!!